Monday, November 03, 2003
Yes, Love is exist. And you could get out of my life if you don't like my Love.
Those pictures, visuals of betrayals. They're still pay me a visit lately though I don't feel a shit about them anymore. Maybe that would be the last format of those in me now. Pictures without pain.Time has transform them into something in my past that I might have to take them along till I die. So be it:)
It's interesting to have a family gathering last Sunday at my parents house and for the first time in my life I realized that my parent's house is a heaven for buka puasa. Hehehe! I never feel so happy seeing all those foods, cookies, juices and chocolates! The three of us girls were talking about going mudik next month together with our parents. Yay! This should be more fun than last year...hopefully.
I am a jerk, I know I am. I could be such a jerk especially when my mood is definitely not in a friendly mood at all to some people, no matter how close we are. I just can't stand basa basi and being nice in the name of whatever it called decency or other ethical jargon. Like with this one person, I just couldn't make myself closer to him lately since the last conversation we had. Though we met in person, still I don't feel like talking to him. But he sent me sms today and said that he missed me...somehow I remember those gestures of his the last time we met. Suddenly I feel like I should meet him tomorrow night, I'd love talking to him. I just I am..See?
And one more question,
Which one do you prefer, watching porn all alone or with your loved ones?;)
Those pictures, visuals of betrayals. They're still pay me a visit lately though I don't feel a shit about them anymore. Maybe that would be the last format of those in me now. Pictures without pain.Time has transform them into something in my past that I might have to take them along till I die. So be it:)
It's interesting to have a family gathering last Sunday at my parents house and for the first time in my life I realized that my parent's house is a heaven for buka puasa. Hehehe! I never feel so happy seeing all those foods, cookies, juices and chocolates! The three of us girls were talking about going mudik next month together with our parents. Yay! This should be more fun than last year...hopefully.
I am a jerk, I know I am. I could be such a jerk especially when my mood is definitely not in a friendly mood at all to some people, no matter how close we are. I just can't stand basa basi and being nice in the name of whatever it called decency or other ethical jargon. Like with this one person, I just couldn't make myself closer to him lately since the last conversation we had. Though we met in person, still I don't feel like talking to him. But he sent me sms today and said that he missed me...somehow I remember those gestures of his the last time we met. Suddenly I feel like I should meet him tomorrow night, I'd love talking to him. I just I am..See?
And one more question,
Which one do you prefer, watching porn all alone or with your loved ones?;)
